I don’t think I’ll ever understand why ‘men’ hurt women they way they do.. does it make u feel good to see me broke down feeling so helpless knowing your the cause? It seems to me like u get pleasure out of it. No real man would treat a woman this way or make her feel the way u make me feel .. but in the end I’m the crazy one that’s stuck loving you despite all the horrible things u have done and continue to do to me .. why can’t it be easier to tell your piece of shit self to have fun in life and finally go have a real one of my own .. idk if I’ll ever understand why u did these things to me .. but I know one day I’m gonna really hate you for it and i wish it would never get to that.. I wanted things to be good and always have u as a friend in life .. but thats to hard for you and like they said you don’t get everything u want. hopefully I’ll be looking back on this in a couple years and realize it was just life teaching me a real good leason, hopefully.